Visiting the Best of JC - good idea or bad idea?
Posted: Sat Nov 02, 2013 1:46 pm
Title speaks for itself. Started reading "love hurts..." and *cringe*. I was already in a f*cked up place when I found out about what Adam did. That added to it. Having been through a separation that involves kids I know it's not easy, but for f*cks sake. And honestly, with some of the other posts from his exes I wondered about their part in things too. Ultimately it was Adam that did what he did. The events leading up to it... well...
*shaking head* I hate the idea of not resolving or fixing things, but this is one of those things I actively avoid sometimes because it hits a raw nerve, you can't bring those kids back from the dead.
I still get very emotional when I think about what Straw did. It makes me cry, and it pisses me off. And as distant and removed from the situation and him as an individual as I was (like we were ever close to begin with), there is still some part of me that feels like I could have done something, or could do something.
*shaking head* I hate the idea of not resolving or fixing things, but this is one of those things I actively avoid sometimes because it hits a raw nerve, you can't bring those kids back from the dead.
I still get very emotional when I think about what Straw did. It makes me cry, and it pisses me off. And as distant and removed from the situation and him as an individual as I was (like we were ever close to begin with), there is still some part of me that feels like I could have done something, or could do something.